Sunday, August 29, 2010

Happy Birthday Mom....

My heart is heavy today...

Tears are flowing...

Today is my moms birthday...

I miss her sooooo much...

It seems like years have passed, but in reality it has only been 7 1/2 months. She has been on my mind alot lately. I need her here, but she can't be. She was my rock and the one I went to when I needed something. When work was going rough she talked me through it.....where is she? When life was changing she supported me....where is she? When I needed a good laugh she was funny...where is she?

I know there will be lots of days like this. I know there will be alot more tears shed. I know I am gonna have to keep my head up. I know she is here with me in spirit. I know she is watching over me. But it does not make me hurt any less. I feel like a big baby crying for her mommy....that's exactly what I am doing, but most moms would come running and mine can't.

To my brother and sister I love y'all and when yall visit her grave site be sure and tell her how much I love her, and miss her. Also that I wish I could be there and I wish her a very Happy Birthday!!!

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I wish your Mom reads this..

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Praying for you Andi.

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Mrs Erryk said...

It is amazing how those we love seem so much dearer when they are gone. I lost my sister in November. We had expected it for years, but not being able to see her for the four years before she died seemed to make it worse.

God was there for me though, and helped me through the difficult time. He loves you and is holding you close.

God bless

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This is a beautiful post on your blog. It brought tears to my eyes because my mom is going through the same feelings, but for her mom and sister. I am so sorry for your loss.

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